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Thursday, June 4, 2009

As the days of my stay in Taiwan begins counting down, my heart only gets more and more depressed. Firstly, it because of all the nonsences that i'll be facing the moment i'm going back. 12th flying back-> 15th start intersem->final yr sem1->exams->dec do FYP->2010 sem 2->exams->fyp presentation. That equates to one whole freaking yr of work. Just the tot of the busy schedule ahead frightens me. Why think when it have not even happen? Well, that's me all along. Paranoid mindset. Family doesn't seems very gd this few mths oso. Can foresee alot of rubbish waiting for me to clear up(family sector) the moment i'm back.
Secondly, i think this plays a bigger part for me not wanting to go back, is i've left my heart here. I clearly know that its rather impossible at this moment but thanks for letting me feel alive once again after living without a soul for the past 470 days. Deep down, i know wad i wan and wad i need but I wont dare to ask for more as currently, i'm already contended with things as it is. Nature shall take its course but dat doesn't mean dat i'll be simply leaving everything to fate. What lies ahead, nobody knows, wad i do know is dat i'll be working even harder with a picture in mind, and hopefully i'll be ready when the day comes.
Tough times are meant to be overcome. I can and i will..

Looking back at this IA in Taiwan, i wont say i've learnt alot but definately, i've seen alot. Working mindlessly, office politices, gossips, danger of a human mind, taking initative, planning for stuff, etc. Happy moments are accompanied by unhappy ones too. For all the ppl that appears in my life this six mth, (colleagues,friends, bosses, wadever la) i'm really appriciative for being able to meet u and thankful for you adding colors to my life.

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