Was suppose to blog this earlier but was juz too tired to do it. Gonna admit dat i'm really getting old and all the late night is getting a tow on me.. haha anyway, this was wad i've been doing for the pass few days.

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Hi all, i'm now in kl blogging from my room.. heehee.. This trip i suppose we can call it a family outing ba. Been so long since all of us are free to come out together. Juz planned it on sunday and here we are the next day.. Been a very very fruitful trip for all of us i suppose. Actually the main purpose of this trip is for my sis and alan to come up and meet master Leong (our family gui ren ba) and we got to see him after 2 hrs of waiting. worth the wait la. For my sis side, i think i shouldn't comment much la. As for myself, i ask him about steph's overseas trip and the ans i got, you should be worring more about yourself not her. Believe it or not, he knows wad is going wrong juz by looking at a piece of paper. I've also asked him about my future wif being together back wif her and he made some very interesting comments. Anyway, the answer is rather clear enough for me now and i've had a new direction in life. The worst is already over for my part. Goodbye history and hello future. Wish me all the best ba my dear friends.. :) The yk of the past is no longer around..

After dinner, it was time for some K-ing session. Tnkz des for the reservation. It may seems nothing to you but it meant the world to me. If my memory doesnt fail me, i think it's the first time we went to ktv as a whole family. One thing in common for us is dat all of us are mic hogger.. hahaha and i never expected going to ktv wif my family can be such fun. Hope its still not too late for me to realise this at the age of 24. I'm really fortunate to have a family like this..
For all my friends dat are reading this blog, plz, after reading, go give your parents a hug. A fairytale kind of love does exist in the world today. Its juz in the form of parental love.. Seems abit luo suo hor, but i juz cant stress enough.

Recently got to know some new friends and went through their blog. Got some ideas and motivation from them..

Short term goals
1) Study hard and get back at least 2As for my following sem wif C being the min grade
2) Put on more weight. current: 50kg target:60kg b4 2009
3) Learn malay
4) Get my advance diving done hopefully before maldives
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Met up wif an old pal today and had a chat about almost everyting in the world.. haha.. so glad for you man.. finally found the one for you.. hope dat in two yrs time can hear an even better news from you huh.. hahaha
Hopefully i'll be able to make progress like you man.. :)
Time, a man greatest friend and biggest enemy.
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Emotions are getting better now. went for bernice bday party today. didnt expected it'll be this fun. Meet new ppl, looking at others, relising dat the bond between my bunch of uni friends are getting stronger. Felt gd today. For the past few days i've been rather bothered by stuff dat have no control over. At least for now, i'm better le.. Had some enlightenment after reading my friend's blog and chatting to friends. At least now i know dat i'm not alone and i never was even in the past. Things happen when they happen. Why should i be down and unhappy when you're enjoying your time? Why should i think of stuff dat i cant control? Why am i so stubbon dat i want an answer for myself all the time? Why is it dat i can only move on when i've had an answer? There's only a limited period of time i have left on this world and why should i even be brooding over a small setback. Shall be leading a new life now and move on with more important stuff. I'm not afraid to say dat i still love you and its a fact dat these memories will stay will me for the rest of my life, afterall you're my first love. But all this will only become a history of me. I thank you for letting me learnt an expensive and painful lesson and make me a stronger person. Whatever happens in the future only future will know. Like what i've said, let nature take its course...

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So many stuff had happened for the past few days and had so much thoughts running through my mind but i simply dun have the time to note it down one by one. What will lie ahead for me now? which path should i take now? Am i ready to walk the path i choose or should i stay put and look at things more clearly? OMG i feel so loss. Haven been able to have a good rest with all these thoughts running through my mind. Love can be so simple yet so complicated. At least the good thing now is i dun have to worry about my studies. lucky me. If there's one thing i'm certain, itll be that i'm going to put in my very best for the coming sem. Maybe i shouldn't think so much and just look at one situation at a time. What's done cannot be undone. We forgive the unhappy things but never forget the lesson learnt. Really scare to get into a relationship after witnessing all these shit.

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star star star

nice place, nice guy.. :P


john, desmond, me

chilling out. dunno who ook tis pic while i'm asleep

packing up

At the airport

Budget airline really sucks

2 headed turtle

sipadan resort


Just got back from kl.. feeling so tired now. but if i dun blog now i think i'm going to nua till dunno when again.. hehe lazy bone coming back.. anyway i've juz got my results yesterday. So glad dat i manage to clear all the subjects. Although it wasn't very up to my own standard but well i deserve it in a way la.. 4Bs,2Cs 1D. gd enough considering dat i didnt study throughout the whole sem. well gonna work REALLY HARD for the next sem liao. hopefully i can get back my As.

Family wise things are not getting very gd lately. haiz.. i can only say poor anson and andaughter.. sobs sobs.. hope i'll be able to do something to help ba..

As for diving leh, today juz confrim i'm in for maldives diving tour.. MUAHAHAHAHA gonna be a shiok dive liao.. hope can see mantas..
Tried uploading the pics nicely but seems like i really cannot make it. hahaha com nerd.. Btw, i have yet to receive the underwater pics. Shall upload them when i get it la..

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So many things to blog today.. about my diving, my kl trip, family, partying, exams results, etc.
haiz.. dunno how to start so shall leave it till later liao lo.. now its 4.36 am and i'm suppose to slp early. haiz.. cant help it when u have so much to do and so little time for it.. juz finished unpacking from the trip and juz finish packing for the trip again later.. Gonna be a really busy mth for me tis june.. hope can blog more when i'm free ba..:)
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