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Thursday, November 13, 2008

i think this shall be a very contradicting post. In a few hours time it'll marks the start of my exams for this semester liao. All the hard work for tis sem shall boils down to tis upcoming 2 wks. Have planned to have a gd rest tonight so went to bed relatively earlier compared to last wk but somehow or rather i'll juz wake up in the middle of the night with a feeling of fear from within. seems like the body juz doesn't want to listen to the mind.. haiz.. maybe i stress myself too much liao dats why cant slp. Have been wondering wad if i dun do well tis sem despite putting in so much effort. Now i oso dunno i'm really prepared or i tot i'm prepared.
Emotions are always not good when i suddenly wakes up in the middle of the night.. On one hand i cant wait for exams to be over but on the other, how i wish it'll never be over. At the very least i'm able to put my full concentration into studies during this period.
But after this 2 wks leh? where am i going to head for then. I'm feeling so loss rite now.. I'm seriously in need of some light ahead. Despite all the "trips" coming up, i dunno if i'll be really happy then. (how i wish there's someone who knows me beside now to share my F/A but then such things have to learn to handle myself ba)
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