Sunday, June 15, 2008
Emotions are getting better now. went for bernice bday party today. didnt expected it'll be this fun. Meet new ppl, looking at others, relising dat the bond between my bunch of uni friends are getting stronger. Felt gd today. For the past few days i've been rather bothered by stuff dat have no control over. At least for now, i'm better le.. Had some enlightenment after reading my friend's blog and chatting to friends. At least now i know dat i'm not alone and i never was even in the past. Things happen when they happen. Why should i be down and unhappy when you're enjoying your time? Why should i think of stuff dat i cant control? Why am i so stubbon dat i want an answer for myself all the time? Why is it dat i can only move on when i've had an answer? There's only a limited period of time i have left on this world and why should i even be brooding over a small setback. Shall be leading a new life now and move on with more important stuff. I'm not afraid to say dat i still love you and its a fact dat these memories will stay will me for the rest of my life, afterall you're my first love. But all this will only become a history of me. I thank you for letting me learnt an expensive and painful lesson and make me a stronger person. Whatever happens in the future only future will know. Like what i've said, let nature take its course...
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