Another 13 wks of endless mugging and stress building process. Now yr4 liao and in another few months, my study phase of life shall be over.. Come to think of it, not too bad oso la. Not to say dat i dun enjoy my study life, i really enjoy every moment of it. but to think dat i'm 25 tis yr liao still at this phase while all my fellow friends have already been working for so many yrs liao makes me sianz 1/2.. 1st wk of school, nth special in particular. Just that this sem gonna handle alot (and its really alot) of projects. Group work all the way. 24AU excluding FYP, yes i'm crazy for this sem. I can and i will do well. Dun ask me where i get the confident from cos i juz know it inside. 耀坤加油！！！

Recently heard about the typhoon event in Taiwan. Feel so much for the ppl there and we ought to be thakful dat here in Sin we're free from these natural disaster. Saw a couple of pictures from my friend there showing the level of flood. its really bad. To think dat i was still sleeping on one of the bed a few mths back, now its all gone. haiz... sour heart. may the ppl there be strong and hope life gets back on course soon.
(Nth much i can do now to help oso. sianz.....)
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Back from IA for 1mth liao, this entry shall be an update for the pass mth. Inter-sem starts liao and to think its going to end soon frightens me lo. For the last 4 wks have been nothing but busy. School: presentation after presentation=> :(

Home: been well and thanks for understanding me. i love u all.

Body: finally done my LASIK 2days ago after procastanating for so long and tnkz mum for the encouragement and helping me to gain weight. though i've slim down again overnight over 1 freaking fever. Nevertheless, thou shall pravail.

Friends: dunno wth happen la. Everyone seems to have distance liao. Haiz...

Phototaking: Got my very first DSLR. To make it sounds gd, its a new hobbie la. But to put it simply, its because of you...

Heartwise: can only say its getting from bad to worse. I need a light and its really easier said than done.. LDR is really very hard and i dun think at this stage i'm capable of handeling it. All that i ever ask for is for u to keep the smile on you. To know dat you're leading your life well i'm contended already. i'll be looking forward to the day when our path shall cross again and till then, take care my special friend. The day shall come for my to spell out everything but apparently, the time is not now. Hopefully i'll have the courage to say it out then..
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As the days of my stay in Taiwan begins counting down, my heart only gets more and more depressed. Firstly, it because of all the nonsences that i'll be facing the moment i'm going back. 12th flying back-> 15th start intersem->final yr sem1->exams->dec do FYP->2010 sem 2->exams->fyp presentation. That equates to one whole freaking yr of work. Just the tot of the busy schedule ahead frightens me. Why think when it have not even happen? Well, that's me all along. Paranoid mindset. Family doesn't seems very gd this few mths oso. Can foresee alot of rubbish waiting for me to clear up(family sector) the moment i'm back.
Secondly, i think this plays a bigger part for me not wanting to go back, is i've left my heart here. I clearly know that its rather impossible at this moment but thanks for letting me feel alive once again after living without a soul for the past 470 days. Deep down, i know wad i wan and wad i need but I wont dare to ask for more as currently, i'm already contended with things as it is. Nature shall take its course but dat doesn't mean dat i'll be simply leaving everything to fate. What lies ahead, nobody knows, wad i do know is dat i'll be working even harder with a picture in mind, and hopefully i'll be ready when the day comes.
Tough times are meant to be overcome. I can and i will..

Looking back at this IA in Taiwan, i wont say i've learnt alot but definately, i've seen alot. Working mindlessly, office politices, gossips, danger of a human mind, taking initative, planning for stuff, etc. Happy moments are accompanied by unhappy ones too. For all the ppl that appears in my life this six mth, (colleagues,friends, bosses, wadever la) i'm really appriciative for being able to meet u and thankful for you adding colors to my life.

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Today, dun feel so good inside. i dunno what is happening dat causes this feeling. Went for diving yst and with the IA report done, i'm suppose to feel good about it but then, i'm feeling like shit now. Random thought are flashing through and urg~~ i'm juz so confused as to wad should i be doing. Can hear a sound deep down inside telling me i should be focusing on my work instead of all these nonsense but i simply cant function at this stead of mind. Tonight shall go find one corner and sort things out liao..
*seeking to find the inner peace within*

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Daily Horoscopes For April 25, 2009
You'll be able to widen your horizons and to have more intensive contacts with your friends and acquaintances. Don't take things too much at heart: with some aloofness, you'll have a better view of things and then everything will fare better. You're most likely to be confronted with sentimental problems which are difficult to solve; listen to your heart! You love your friends and intend to maintain good relations with them; but this time you're likely to clash seriously with one of them; try to empty the abscess before it ulcerates your contacts.

like wad it mentioned, it really happened. i dunno is it me dat's being too sensitive of wad . but was juz damn pissed by the way u too us for granted. here's wad actually happen, we actually specially delay our plans of going out juz for u to come back and at the end of the day, after one phone call from a gal, all dat we got was "eh i not joining u all liao" i can understand dat u wanna meet someone who's more interesting then us but knn i sense no bit of pai sness from u lo. cb 重色輕友 oso should have its limit la my friend..

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Somehow feeling so disgusted with how the way life is today. As like the title implies, i'm currently rather pissed wif certain matter now. Don't you ever face moments whereby you're doing all the hard work and at the end of the day someone just appear out of no where and take all your credits? I've been telling myself somehow to face it wif a smile but it's really easier said then done. Lesson leant, it doesn't pays to be gd and i shall learnt not to be so nice to everyone i see. Maybe learning to protect myself shall be a better way to put things across.

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juz saw the results for my inter-sem application. I've "successfully" get 2 modules, which means dat once i get back to sin, it'll be one whole yr of non-stop mugging session liao. Good news is, i dun have to overload my module during term time. Bad news, IT"S GONNA BE FREAKING TIRING.. I can and i will. 加油yk!!!!

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